Wednesday, February 10, 2010

I still don’t know the prognosis

‘Idál (Justice), 4 Mulk (Dominion), 166 BE – Wednesday, February 10, 2010 about 9:34 AM Pacific Time

I had another ultrasound of my left breast yesterday, but I still don't know the diagnosis. It's possible the mass is benign, but it's also possible that it's malignant. I haven't gotten another appointment with the breast specialist yet.

There is another test that the doctor I saw yesterday wants done. I'll have that test and then probably a biopsied. After that, I don't know what will happen. The outcome of this situation is in God's hands. I can't spend the rest of the day, the week, or the month worrying; I'm just going to get on with my life and leave everything in God's hands.

I have most of my day planned, I'm going to take two or three prayer breaks and say the Long Healing Prayer. Today I have writing to finish, I have to go to the grocery store for cat food and bread, and I have to submit a poem to a writing contest. I think the secret to not worrying is prayer and work (in that order).

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