Jamál (Beauty), 19 ‘Izzat (Might), 173 BE - Sunday, September 25, 2016 AD about 1:44 PM Pacific Daylight Time
It's
a beautiful autumn afternoon here in Las Vegas. It's a good day to
write or to finish something I started last Thursday or Friday. I have
to finish and get it mailed off, but for some reason I don't want to do
it. I think I've made the problem bigger in my mind by putting it off
for so long. I should have finished it a week ago. There is no us
shoulding on myself. There is no use putting it off anymore. I won't put
it off anymore. I'm going to finish it on this beautiful autumn
afternoon and put it in the post on Monday.
I do this all the time. I make something worse than it should be by putting it off. I've did this all my life. I
keep saying I'm not going to put stuff like this off, but when the time
comes I put it off. I put something off and the fear of finishing it
builds. There is relief, so maybe that's why I put it off because once
it is finished I feel relief.
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