Showing posts with label crying. Show all posts
Showing posts with label crying. Show all posts

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Is my mother laughing or crying

Jamal (Beauty), 16 Izzat (Might), 169 B.E. - Sunday, September 23, 2012 about 9:10 A.M. Pacific Time

I listen to my mother's voice. I listen to the noises she makes. I hear her begin to cry, so I ask "Mom, why are you crying?" Her answer, "I'm not crying." I don't  say well it sounded like crying to me. Instead, I watch her face and realize that she isn't crying, but instead she is laughing.

Mom has Alzheimer's disease and she cries about almost everything that disappoints or upsets her. When I ask her why she is crying she usually answers "I don't know!" or "I have a right to cry!" In either case I never find out why she is crying. Earlier this morning, I heard Mom was crying and went into her bedroom to find out why. I never did discover a reason for the tears, so I got her up and we came into the living room.

A while ago, I heard what I thought was crying; however, when I looked at her I realized she was laughing. When Mom starts to cry or to laugh the vocalizations she makes are  the same. The only difference, I can see, is that when she cries she sheds tears.