On the Eve of My Birthday

On the eve of my 71st birthday, 

I contemplate the last five years, 

And my plans 

To visit Mama's grave 

On my December 24. 

On the eve of my birthday, 

I think about how much 

I miss Mama, 

How much I miss celebrating 

My birthday 

With her. 

On the even if my birthday, 

I sigh 

When I think about 

Commemorating 

My birthday 

At her grave.